John - Canada

Nickname: neetis

Prior to accepting Jesus Christ as my Saviour, my life was self-fulfilling and fairly comfortable. I graduated from university and began working in my field of study. I did not know nor understand that, at this time, I was missing out on God's greatest gift of salvation. I did not pursue any particular religion or denomination (I was raised Roman Catholic) because I did not think it was important and frankly, I did not believe in God. I had become somewhat of a rational thinker and scientist and did not believe in anything that I could not see or prove existed.

My good fortunes did not last and I went through a series of bad relationships and poor financial choices. At my lowest point, I did consider suicide but it was at this time that I now believe God knew I was ready for Him.

Through a series of events, I found myself moving to British Columbia, Canada, to visit with my father whom I had not seen or spoken to for 15 years. I was jobless and penniless, and was quite embarrassed at the whole situation. Although my Dad is not a Christian, I believe God used him to help me get over this period of trial.

When I was working, back on my feet and not wallowing in self-pity, I began to seriously listen to my step-mother (who was Catholic) when she would speak about God and Jesus. For the first time, I actually considered the possibility of the existence of God.

In 1995 I met the woman I eventually married. Our first date was a visit to her church on Sunday. She attended the Salvation Army church, and I agreed to go with her out of curiosity. We were married in 1996 in the Salvation Army church.

Years passed and I really began to search and yearn for the truth. There is no defining moment for me where “the light turned on,” and I was born again. Through a process of Bible study and the great support from my wife and new Christian friends, I realized that Jesus Christ is the truth and I accepted God's great gift of salvation.

Being a Christian has allowed me to explore parts of humanity I never bothered with before. Using my spiritual gifts has allowed me to become involved in service and mission ministries. I am now involved in activities that give me a real sense of purpose and joy that I have never felt before. I have moved from a “me” centered life to an “others” centered life. Times are not without tribulation, and I still struggle with sin.

However, knowing that God is on my side really strengthens me. I now know that life on earth is temporary and that everlasting life in God’s kingdom awaits those who accept Him.